
Penance, Part Three
By Rich WulfHiruma Todori felt
more exhausted than he had ever felt in his entire life, and this was no
small feat. As a Hiruma, he was used to running through the barren
wastes of the Shadowlands without sleep or food for days at a time. A
scout quickly learned to deal with exhaustion, to place it aside until
it could be properly disposed of, but here in the mountains it was
difficult. His lungs ached. His head swam with every movement as he
trudged forward through the swirling snow. No wonder the Dragons saw
visions. There was not enough air to breathe up here. He was beginning
to see things himself, black dots swirling before his eyes as sleep
threatened to claim him.
It did not help much that there seemed to be no road through these
accursed mountains. The Tonbo had pointed him in this direction and said
no more. How did the Dragon find their way to their own lord’s castle?
One of the black dots before Todori’s eyes expanded into something
larger, barreling down the path toward him. Todori realized with a start
that the Blade of Penance was in his hand - this was not one of his
visions. The katana sliced the air just as a large black bear lumbered
toward him. The beast roared in pain as the weapon left a trail of red
across its shoulder and swiped at Todori. The scout nimbly rolled
backward, deflecting the blow off his sode. Even with Kaiu steel
protecting his shoulder, Todori felt the blow jolt his bones, sending
pain throughout his body. He looked up as the animal appraised him, dark
eyes gleaming. The creature was desperate with hunger, larger, stronger,
possibly faster. Todori had faced enemies such as this before – there
was only one chance.
“I am not your prey, beast,” Todori snarled. “You are mine!” He held
his katana with both hands, blade high, and released a defiant scream
that echoed across the Great Climb.
The bear stopped, gave Todori a long, steady look, and lumbered away
seeking easier prey.
Todori caught his breath in gasps, half surprised and half relieved
that his gambit had worked. He looked down at the Blade of Penance –
Kokujin’s accursed sword. As the rush of adrenalin faded, dark spots
swam before his eyes again. Sleep waited to claim him.
“No, old fool,” he whispered out loud to himself, sheathing the
blade. “That’s not sleep, that’s death you see. Keep moving.” He looked
up again, searching in vain for any sign of a path.
The terrain shifted in front of him, and Todori glanced up in
surprise to see one of the stones turn to face him. It was no stone, but
a man, seated cross-legged in meditation. His thickly muscled back and
shaven head were covered in a light coating of snow, and painted with a
dense pattern of tattoos. He wore only simple brown hakama, ignoring the
bitter cold. The monk looked up at Todori with a placid expression.
Seated motionless as he was, oblivious to the elements, Todori had
failed to notice his presence, even during combat. He attributed the
lapse to exhaustion but felt no less foolish for it.
“I am Todori, lord of the Hiruma,” Todori said raggedly, eager to
introduce himself to the first human he had seen in days.
“Outstanding,” the tattooed man replied.
“I am on urgent business,” Todori continued. “I have papers allowing
me passage to the High House of Light.” Todori drew the folded scroll
from behind his chest plate, marked with the seals of Hida Kuon and
Mirumoto Kei.
The Dragon looked at the folded papers with fascination, but made no
move to take them from Todori. He looked up at the scout with an intent,
amused expression.
“Do you know how to find the High House of Light?” Todori pressed.
The Dragon nodded, and stared back blankly.
“How do I find the High House of Light?” Todori asked in a slow, even
voice.
“I do not know,” the Dragon replied. “I know how I find the High
House of Light, but it may be different for you. It may not wish you to
find it. Perhaps it is hiding until you are ready.”
“A castle cannot hide, Dragon,” Todori said, his voice growing terse.
“Do you take me for a fool?”
“You called yourself one, just a while ago,” the Dragon replied.
“Should I not take you at your word?”
Todori folded his thick arms across his chest and glared down at the
Dragon for a long time. The monk looked back, his innocent expression
never changing.
“I know this game, Dragon,” Todori said. “I have heard the legends.
This is some form of test. You seek to try my honor, my determination,
my patience.” He leaned closer to the Dragon, their eyes level. “Look at
me, as the bear did. Am I a man you wish to test?”
The Dragon raised one eyebrow. “Is this where you say that I will be
your prey and then scream?”
“Yes,” Todori said.
The Dragon chuckled. “Then, like the bear, I shall cease to bar your
path,” he said. He turned and pointed through the swirling snow behind
him. “The High House is that way, or at least it was this morning.”
Todori looked in that direction, the same direction he had been
fruitlessly studying before. He opened his mouth to complain, but no
words came. This time, he thought he could see a rough pass through the
mountains. Even the snow seemed to fall more gently in that direction.
“Arigato,” Todori said, bowing sincerely to the monk.
The Dragon only nodded and closed his eyes.
Todori continued down the path, and as he went the blizzard faded
away. Though the snow was gone, the wind was relentless, and chilled
Todori even through the thick clothing he wore beneath his armor.
Swirling mists crawled across the path, dancing away over the rocks.
Todori realized that they were not mists at all, but clouds, so high he
was above the earth. He risked a glance at the sky, wondering if he
might catch a vision of Tengoku. The early evening sky shimmered with
more stars than Todori had ever seen in his life. He felt unbalanced at
the sight, his knees nearly giving way as if he would fall into the
heavens.
As that thought passed through his mind, the tired Crab scout looked
down and saw the High House of Light. The castle was unlike any he had
ever seen. Smaller than Kyuden Hida, it still somehow dominated the
surrounding mountains. The roofs were tiled with shining gold and
sculptures of coiled dragons soared around narrow towers. Though
obviously made by mortal hands, it seemed natural, eternal, a part of
the mountains. Todori could not push aside the feeling that the castle
was watching him.
He cast his eyes to the ground, feeling distinctly like an unwelcome
outsider, and marched on. He heard a metallic groan as the doors of the
castle ground open. A small woman walked out to meet him, black hair
flowing upon the relentless mountain wind. Like the other monk, she wore
little clothing, only a thin, short robe that left her body scandalously
bare. Her skin was also painted in a complex pattern of tattoos, images
of vines, roots, and leaves. A braid of holly leaves, studded with
bright red berries, kept her wild hair from her eyes, somehow not coming
free in the fierce wind. She looked up at Todori with a bright,
unashamed smile.
“Welcome to the High House of Light, Hiruma-sama,” she said. “I am
Hoshi Oki. Lord Satsu has sent me to welcome you.”
Todori carefully averted his gaze. As a Crab raised in Unicorn lands
none would call him prudish, but he felt embarrassed to look upon a
woman garbed in such a manner, and so obviously at peace with herself
while dressed so. “So I have passed the Dragon Champion’s test?” he
asked.
“Test?” she replied. She tried to step into his field of view,
confused by his embarrassment. “You were never tested.”
“What about my journey here?” Todori asked, scowling at her. “What of
the bear? What of the mad monk?”
“Jusai was not sent to test you,” Oki replied. “You were sent to test
him.”
“What?” Todori replied, eyes wide with shock.
Oki pursed her lips thoughtfully, looking past Todori, down the path
he had traveled. “He did poorly, I think. He might have helped you more.
He is a Togashi, and that is their curse. They do not act soon enough.
Unlike the Hitomi, whose curse is to act too swiftly.”
“And you are a Hoshi,” Todori said. “So what is your curse?”
She looked at him with a mischievous smirk. “That we must put up with
the Togashi and the Hitomi,” she answered. “Now follow me. I will take
you to Lord Satsu.”
“Arigato, Oki-san,” Todori said, looking about in wonder as he
stepped through the gates. “Your home is most impressive.
“It is a pity more of your clan do not visit us,” she said as she led
him through the halls. “I think even Lord Kuon could find serenity in
our gardens.”
Todori chuckled to himself. “Doubtful,” he said. “Lord Kuon is not
fond of gardens.”

Before…
Hiruma Todori moved the ink brush across the paper with several swift
movements. The sound of heavy footfalls approached from behind and he
flipped the brush between his fingers idly. A slow grin spread across
the scout’s features as he recognized the sound. He felt the hovering
presence of a large figure behind him, peering over his shoulder at the
painting.
“Go ahead,” he said. Looking into the well of ink he could see the
reflection of his old friend’s lined face, his wild mane of hair and
shaggy brows. “Say it.”
“All right,” came the gruff reply. “What is it?”
Todori carefully set down his brush. “A willow tree,” he said,
studying the black smudge he had left upon the paper.
“Doesn’t look like one,” his visitor answered.
“It’s not meant to,” Todori answered, studying the painting. “Lady
Haruko says that it is not important to reproduce the tree, for such
would be a shallow act. It is more important to capture the motion of
the tree, the energy it represents, to paint with the spontaneity,
confidence, and sureness that the Fortunes surely drew upon when they
created the tree itself.”
“Oh,” the man said. “Looks like your Fortune tripped and spilled ink
on himself.”
Todori nodded. “Lady Haruko says that with practice, my talent will
grow.”
“Oh,” the man said again. There was a longer pause this time. “This
Haruko must be very pretty for you to put up with that.”
“I intend to ask her to marry me,” Todori said, laughing as he rose
and turned to face his old friend. “You would have known if you returned
my letters more often. It has been too long, Masagaro-sama.”
“Sama?” Masagaro replied, sneering. “It’s me, Garo. What have these
Unicorn been teaching you? Writing letters, painting, and now ‘sama,’ is
it?”
Todori laughed. “I have spent too much time with the Shinjo,” he
said. “My manners have become appallingly good.”
Masagaro chuckled along with Todori, but the joy was forced, and
quickly faded. Todori could see that his old friend’s eyes, grim even in
the brightest circumstances, were now clouded with a heavy shadow.
“What has happened?” he asked.
“Sensei Hoshiro is dead,” Todori replied. “First Strike Dojo stands
without a master sensei. The senior students were slain as well – there
is none among them suited to the task. So I have come here, to Far
Runner Dojo, to seek a replacement.”
Todori scratched the back of his neck with one hand as the bleak news
set in. He had known Hoshiro, respected him greatly. His death was a
loss for all the Crab. “There are many promising students,” Todori
admitted. “Master Juichi should be able to name one to replace Hoshiro.”
“He already has,” Masagaro replied.
“Excellent,” Todori replied. “Then I am glad that you were able to…”
Todori trailed off as he noticed the strange gravity in Masagaro’s
expression. “Me?” he said, his voice shaking slightly. “Why me? Of all
people? I have not set foot in the Shadowlands since I was a child!”
“Since the day I led you there, you mean,” Masagaro said. “Since they
day we snuck past the Wall.”
Todori said nothing. That day Todori, Masagaro, and three others had
wandered into the Shadowlands. Two had not returned, including Todori’s
own sister. He was ten at the time. She was eight.
“Juichi says that you are the best, Todori,” he said.
“It has been too long,” Todori said weakly. He looked at Masagaro
frankly. “I am afraid.”
Masagaro stared steadily back at Todori. “Good,” he said.
“My fear will make me useless to you,” Todori pressed.
Masagaro was unconvinced. “Can you run as fast as you did on our hunt
through the Shinomen five years ago?”
“Faster,” Todori replied honestly.
“Can you still track as well as you did then?” Masagaro asked.
“Better,” Todori answered.
“I see you still wear the tower,” Masagaro said, gesturing at the
family mon on Todori’s left sleeve. “The shoulder closest to your
heart.”
Todori paced quietly before his lord then finally turned to face him,
head still bowed. “I am a Hiruma,” he said. “I was born to run. I
thought, perhaps, that I could outrun my fate. I see now that cannot be.
A Hiruma’s battle never ends. There is no answer but duty. I will return
with you to Shiro Hiruma, and become the master of First Strike Dojo.”
Masagaro only nodded.
Todori’s eyes moved toward the painting, the inky mess that was
supposed to be a willow tree. His gaze hardened.
“Will you bring her?” Masagaro asked quietly.
Todori stared at the painting for a long moment then turned his back
upon it.
“How soon can we leave, Masagaro-sama?” he asked.

Todori opened his eyes, drifting back out of meditation. His vision
was still blurry, his head fuzzy from the sharp scent of the Dragon
incense and the cloying smell of the strange herbs that filled the
garden. The Dragon Champion knelt cross-legged before him, watching him
with a patient expression. Todori was taken aback at how small the
Dragon Champion was, but then everyone seemed small since leaving Crab
lands. Despite his stature, Togashi Satsu radiated an unquestionable
presence, power and serenity. The Hiruma family, as a rule, had little
use for monks and philosophers, but the old scout could not help but be
awed by the wisdom he saw reflected in the Dragon’s golden eyes.
“I do not see why this is necessary,” Todori said.
“What did you see, Todori-san?” Satsu asked.
“I saw the past,” Todori said with a sigh. “I saw the day I returned
to my life as a Crab.”
“Oh?” Satsu asked. Though the reply was simple, the tone implied that
he knew there was more.
“I saw the day I left her behind,” Todori said, his voice thick. “Haruko.”
Satsu nodded. “You regret leaving her?”
“She was a daughter of the Unicorn,” he said with a rueful smile.
“Her spirit was free and beautiful. She could not survive in the grey
walls of Hiruma Shiro. I would not have put her there.”
“So you were forced to choose between love and duty?” Satsu asked.
“No,” Todori said gravely. “There is no choice.”
“A difficult life, to be a Crab,” Satsu said.
“No less so, I think, to be a Dragon,” Todori answered. “Surely you
know what has happened to your general.”
“Kei understands the way of the Dragon,” Satsu said, his tone
slightly reserved. “She knows that sometimes success does not lie in
victory,” his eyes met Todori’s “or even in survival. The future is all
that matters.”
“Even if she must fight a hopeless battle on two fronts, against two
superior forces?”
“Her duty is not to succeed,” Satsu said. “Only to make the war too
costly for here opponents to pursue. I would not worry for Kei, She is a
brilliant warrior, and she has the mountains at her back. Even the Lion
know they fare poorly against the Dragon when we withdraw into our own
domain, and the Unicorn would be reluctant to fight us on such terrain.”
Satsu tilted his head slightly. “But we are here to talk about your
burden, Todori-san. Not Kei’s.” He looked down at the sword that lay on
the floor between them, saya lacquered in indigoes and blues.
“What more is there to say?” he asked. “There is the sword. Let’s
find a Mirumoto to throw it into a volcano. Isn’t that what the Dragon
do?”
Satsu nodded. “With dangerous nemuranai, yes,” he replied. “The
Mirumoto find them and the Tamori reduce them to their component
spirits. If the spirits are willing, we then importune their aid in
protecting our mountains.”
“Fine,” Todori said. “Call a Mirumoto. Let’s get rid of it.”
“Has this sword acted to save you?” Sasu asked.
“Frequently,” Todori said, remembering the bear.
“Then it is too late,” Satsu answered. “I know of these Shameswords.
Kokujin forged ten, intended to be given to the heroes of Rokugan. This
sword is bonded to you now. We cannot destroy one and save the other.
The curse would draw you into Tamori’s Furnace along with it, I fear.”
“So I am cursed forever?” Todori asked.
“Perhaps,” Satsu answered.
“Perhaps?” Todori asked, losing his temper slightly. “Can you give me
a better answer? I thought you could see the future, Satsu-sama.”
“What do you think, Todori-san?” Satsu asked. “What do you think I
see in your future?” His eyes shone a depthless gold. Looking into them,
Todori was suddenly filled with a fear he could not explain.
“I think there are questions better left unasked,” he said.
Satsu only looked at Todori silently.
“Why did Kokujin give this blade to me?” Todori asked, changing the
subject. “Was there any reason at all or just more of his madness?”
“Iuchiban rules the Shadowlands now,” Satsu said, “and Kokujin stands
against him. Likely he expects you to use the blade against his enemy.”
“How could Kokujin be sure I would not turn his sword against him?”
Todori asked. A metallic hiss resounded as Penance drew itself an inch
from its saya of its own accord. The kanji on its blade gleamed red.
Satsu looked down at the sword cautiously. “I would advise against
that. Attacking Kokujin with a weapon he created would have disastrous
effects. However, it is a powerful weapon. Perhaps it may be of use in
defending Shiro Hiruma?”
“I will not use this sword again,” Todori said in a low voice. “It is
a thing of dark magic. My clan swore to never make that compromise, and
I will not break that promise. There must be a way to break the curse.”
“Madman Kokujin may be, but he thinks like a Dragon,” Satsu answered.
“He will not pose a riddle that has no solution, though it may have an
impossible solution.”
“What is the difference?” Todori asked.
“In extraordinary circumstances, the impossible becomes likely,”
Satsu said. “The sword is named the Sword of Penance. What sins have you
to amend? What do you see in your dreams?”
“That duty forced me to leave Haruko behind. That so many under my
command have died. That Masagaro died and I could do nothing, because of
my duty.”
Satsu gave Todori a steady look. “Is that what you truly regret?” he
asked. “Your duty?”
Todori stared at the glowing kanji, a steady scowl creasing his
features.
“No,” he said. “I regret that my cowardice led me to hide in the
Unicorn lands for so long. I regret that I allowed myself to think that
I could have any life but that of a warrior. I regret that I spent so
many idle years when I could have fought the Shadowlands, and I wonder
if that is why so many of my friends have died – because I found my
courage too late in life.” He stood up. “I will not let myself be drawn
away from my purpose again, not even by this curse. To Jigoku with your
sword, Kokujin. Let it follow me if it can.” He looked at the Dragon
Champion and bowed deeply. “Arigato, Satsu-sama.”
“Carry the Fortunes, Todori-san.”
With that, Hiruma Todori turned and walked out of the High House of
Light.

A slow, pleased smile spread across Togashi Satsu’s face.
“Did you see that?” asked a curious voice. A massive tattooed man
appeared from the shadows behind his Champion, looking down at the Blade
of Penance. “Did you know it would be that easy?”
“Yes,” Satsu said, “but if I had told him the answer, it would not
have been that easy.”
Vedau grinned.
“Send for Kenzo, please,” Satsu said. “I suspect he will be
interested in destroying this blade.”
“Kenzo is not here, Satsu-sama,” he replied. “He, Mareshi, and the
others now march with General Toku. They hunt a band of Bloodspeakers
through the Phoenix mountains.”
Satsu looked at Hitomi Vedau, his expression confused. “Toku?” he
replied. “How did I not know? How could such a thing…” Satsu’s voice
became a whisper as he realized the truth. There were some aspects of
the future that the Lord of the Dragon could not see, but over the
months he had come to recognize the signs from the absence of vision,
like identifying an unseen figure from its shadow.
“Iuchiban,” Satsu said in a low voice.
Vedau’s eyes widened. Fiery patterns swirled over his arms as his
tattoos moved like things alive, granting the enforcer the strength he
would need for battle. “The Bloodspeaker?” he asked eagerly.
“Iuchiban is coming,” he said. “Kenzo and the others will face him…
that is why I cannot see their fate. Vedau, they will need help as
quickly as possible.”
“How will I find them in the wilderness?” Vedau asked.
“Perhaps you cannot,” Satsu said thoughtfully. “But if you hurry, the
finest tracker in all the Shadowlands is still within the High House of
Light.”
Vedau’s expression was not quite a smile, but there were teeth and
excitement involved. “I will not fail you, Lord Satsu.”
“Carry the Fortunes, Vedau,” Satsu said. “I will summon the others.”
Hitomi Vedau bowed gravely and vanished into the shadows.
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